sunday to monday

go away for this week....mnggu ni aku rs sgt stress dgn prngai2 org berada d sekeliling aku....mcm2 perangai aku kne jg...sape kate jd ank bongsu ni untung..kononnye dpt ape yg nak...tp snrnye xpn, mmng dr kecik lg aku dh kne berdikari sndiri, kalo nk sstu tu konfem aku ssh nk dpt.kalo nk merengek2 mcm ank bongsu lain..hmmm jgn harap lh...konfem aku kn mrh dgn ma(arwah ma)....jd berbalik kpd mnggu ni punye kes..wah!!!! rs sgt2 terbeban bak kate pepatah...bert mata memandang berat lg bahu memikul...yup..aku rs bahu aku ni dh sgt2 senget utk memikul mcm2 dugaan n harapn dprd berbgai pihak..itu blm lg hrpn drpd org yg d syg...iye..ayt "menjaga hati" skali lg kluar utk cerita ni....yg bt aku stress sb aku kne menjaga hati smua pihk...mcm2 ht n perangai aku kne jg...mndgr smua luahan2 perasaan org n mngikut smua kehendk org tp prnh x dieorg smua trpikir, yg bnde2 tu semua menjadi bebanan utk aku..itu blm lg psl perncgn masa depan yg terlampau awl utk d rungkaikn....HELLO....bnde yg msih lme tmpoh ms nye x perlu d rncgn awl...ikut jelah perncgn dlm ms tredekat...kalo rncg awl pn x gune kalo bnde tu blm pasti..adoi hai...jg ht punye psl kn...last2 diri sndiri terjerat....hahahaha...pdn muke aku..

honest or jujur

ayt utk arini adlh jujur.......woi...dh 6 bulan dh x tulis blog, patutlh dh kne tukar p/word br...rupenye dh kne block dgn org google....okei berbalik kpd prkataan jujur ni...tbe2 aku rs de org x jujur dgn aku, sgt x jujur...selain drpd keikhlasan yg selalu d terapkn dlm khdpn...jujur jgk memainkn peranan pnting dlm setiap pergaulan manusia biar sebesar mne pn or sekecik mne thp kejujurn nye...itu adlh sgt penting.w/pun tidk d utarakn secara lisan or terang terangan....tp perkara2 tu nmpk jelas tidk jujur....konon katenye ikhlas...tp x jujur sma jgk, aku dh ckp...aku bkn seorang yg baik...jd tolong lh terima aku seadanya...aku kurus ke, aku gemuk ke, aku pendek ke, aku tnggi, aku jht ke or aku baik TOLNG TERIMA SEADANYE xkn itu pn susah nk phm...kalo ko x terime aku seadanye n nk yg cantik n berbadn model..ko cr je lh og lain...sbb aku bkn nye jenis yg menjaga kecantikn thp maximum...so pleaseeee....jgn perasan bgus sgt dgn diri sndiri n jgn terlalu mngharapkn prkara2 yg bsr akn berlaku..sbb satu hari t akn kecewa...so sentiasa lh bersedia dgn kekecewaan..yup..aku mmng jenis yg suke pendam perasaan tp tau x sbb pe..sbb aku xnk kecewakn org...sbb bg aku xperlu dgr luahn persaan aku tu kalo diri sndiri pn x btul..jd tolong lh knl dulu kekurngn diri sblm menjadi yg "baik"...dr pd pdgn mata aku, ko bukan lh seorg yg "baik" n aku rs, ko x perlu utk jd baik.. sbnrnye byk perkara yg sgt mnyakitkn ht aku..tp sbb aku mls nk ambik pot, sbb aku rs kalo aku berterus trng, kte akn mncpta 1 peperangn yg sgt besar...jd utk elak kn perkara tu terjadi, aku diam kn jelh..konon nk menjaga hati ko....tp pernh x ko jg hati aku...nmpk je aku ni xde perasaan tp sbnrnye yg kecik2 tu blh jd satu isu yg sgt bsr....x byk pn aku mntk...aku just nk kejujurn dr ko yg selama ni pnuh dgn keikhlasan........sekian teima ksh :)

REMEMBER ME THIS WAYS.......

saye suke lagu ni.....bile dgr lirik die mcm best je....LUAHAN HATI dr lagu....ckup utk bt org faham....

Every now and then
We find a special friend
who never lets us down...

Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend I have found...

I know you can't stay
a part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay.....

I'll make a wish for you,
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
if you lose your way,
think back on yesterday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.

I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me,
no matter where I go
and I know that you'll be there
forever-more a part of me and everywhere
I'll always care.....

I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true,
if life will just be kind,
to such a gentle mind,
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way,
remember me this way.

and I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,
you just believe....

I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
o.....
this way.

my baby....

7 bulan....22/6 ni genap lh icha umor 7 bulan.......what!!!! 7bln ke....prangai dh mcm tujuh thn...nsib baek x pndai ckp n jln lg......aduh...penat..tp best, blh mnguruskn badan...hahahah....dh byk karenah dh budk ni.....time org nk tgk tb time tu lh die nk maen...kalo x lyn t die bt aksi bollywood...hihihhiihihi :D

farewall oh farewall.....

14/6/11- detik2 terakhir kak biela with us.....lps ni msti akn merindui kak biela....rndu dgn kernah kak biela yg sggt pelupe...jeritan maut....n nasihat2 yg sgt mujarab...gud luck kak biela...wish u success with u r life....

lot of memories n experience with arsa....

pengalamn n memori adlh prkara yg d rs kan ckup sama mknenye....setiap pngalamn yg berlaku pasti x akn d lupekan...tetapi adakah anda bersedia dgn kemungkinan yg ade.....mgkin pengalamn itu akn jd satu memori yg sgggggtttt sediiiiiihhhhh....tp mngkin ia mnjadi sesuatu yg dpt mngubah diri kite untuk menjadi lebih matang n sabar dlm hdup.......[wah...tibe2 jd padilah kamsah] hahahahaha]

futsal time

18.05.2011.....tarikh yg mnggerunkan dlm hidup....br 3 kali tranning, dh kne lwn dgn client...tp xpe...opis punye hal snggup je....tenkiu to my president, en. ismail b kamat kerana telah memberi kepercayaan n yakin dgn team ladies....to my captain....kak neena, gud job...w/pun kalah...tp pngalamn tu yg pnting...sggggttt besstttt.... lps ni kne selalu g trainning lh....hihihi ;)

tenkiu...tenkiu n tenkiu...

waaaa...arini whole days sye kne reserve psychology....tp rs nye bkn arini je kot....ari2 sblm nye pn mcm dh kne reserve psychology....xpe2 msh lg ke tahap yg blh d kawal...i/allah..KETABAHAN N KESABARAN msih lg berada dlm keadaan maksima...akal fikiran stil no.1 more than emosional......kpd yg bt reserve psychology....MAAF ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA SILA CUBA LAGI THN HADAPAN......hahaha...almk trlupe plk selain reserve psychology....saya  mnjadi mngsa pertandign tarik tali antara rumah sukan....when u need,you find me but when u dont, you throw me on the rubbish...wah! mmng terbaikkkk.....do you think i'm your toygirls....ohhhhh...please...i'm not that type....please find another person yg suitable utk bt mcm 2....dh de perisai dh...n dh TEGAR dh dgn smua2 ni......SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH...hahahahah...x mmberi mkne pn bnde2 ni...byk lg bnde penting n mslh2 ngara yg kne tau...chiiilllllll....i'm still hepie with my life..... :-D

my baby......

16.5.2011......pengalamn pertama dpt tgk bby irish crawls.....AMAZINNNNNNNGGGG.....food poison yg dhadapi pulih seketika....oh sblm tu.....arini sy mc sbb terlaluuuuu byk sgggttt mkn knduri kawin....maka dgn itu toilet adlah teman spnjg masa bt seketika....berbalik dgn kisah my cuttiest baby....arini tepat jam 1.05 p.m. my baby irish crawl.....x sia2 sye mc arini hihihihi...for her mummy....sorie....u r the 2nd...hahahaha

my lovely fren

setelah sekian lame d rncg[lame ke] hihiihi....akhirnye hanye kami berempat sahaja yg confirm mnghadiri mjlis makan2 kt steambot red wok, bangi....fisrt plan nk g kt flaming sunway..tp ats sbb pemintaan yg tnggi utk g lebih dekat dgn rumh2 mereka...akhirnye bangi mnjadi plihan...w/pun yg dtg smuanye dr kl, cheras n damansara....setelah d cmpur d tolak d darab n dbhagi....maka ni lah hasilnye.... HANYA KAMI BEREMPAT....thanks a lot to fiqah, norie n sya.....t kte hang out lg ye.....tel n msj je....pasti follow n dpt jwpn yg memuaskan....hihihihihihi

me as a babysitter

as per 9 month 10 days n pluss around becoming 6 month...i spent my life with my love niece, baby arryshah...mak su syggggg sgggttt kt irish[name glamour] eventhough i'm not her really mummy but i felt that...amazing word be a half mummy[hihihihi] g knduri kawin, soping, g mkn2...msti dgn bby irish...n yg penting skali dpt tgk die membesar dpan mata...ya allah BESTNYE....br jd spruh mummy blm lg jd real mummy....kalo jd real mummy msti lg byk pngalamn n perkara baru yg kne tmpuh....irish is my fren...my true fren.....when my emosi not in a good condition...irish dpt tenangkn jiwa...n dpt meningkatkn thp kesabaran.....

be hepie...hepie n hepie...eventhough lot of problem facing....

starting a new blog,,,saye nk selamt kn semua keadaan yg ada...walaupun ape pn yg berlaku dgn keadaan sekeliling....saya akn menjadi gembira n gembira selalu...kerana kegembiraan itu adlah lmbng kehidupn yg bahagia....eventhough i really2 dun like this situation...but i must facing it....maybe it have a good reason for my future, present n futher life.....SABAR ITU SEPARUH DRP IMAN.....